I really like to do drugs but I think I might have overdid it...
It's no secret I am a snowbunny. I like doing drugs. Because they're fun, not have to or feel sick. Learned my lesson long ago.
I have a friend who takes care of me too. I am allowed to do drugs on the fun time if I don't on the life time and I follow the rules.
I have to sleep if he tells me I am past my 'overstimulated bedtime' and I have to drink and have a bath and do basically what I am told. If I do I can otherwise be totally off my tits, having sex or masturbating or playing 'guess what I just thought next!?' at fast forward bimbo'd etc.
It works, but tonight was... Very weirdly not the usual.
I admit I got the clever idea of seeing how fast I could get blasted into pornstarlet type cocaine horny if I hit it really hard quick, not 'overdose' but definitely 'really stupid but drugs and he wasn't watching or anything so...'
I have no idea how long later, it felt like hours but knowing cocaine lasting probably less than one I realized I was totally cocaine horny-kinky but also totally like pothead 'soooo stoooned' mellow and hard to think and giggling that I was a bimbo and wait, this is totally the opposite of bright perky energizer bunny think I am so focused and thinking... You know, cokehead.
It finally passed my horizon 'wow, this is what girls who smoked crack meant when they said it was so dreamy and I was like 'not what I get from speeding through life' but this is... I don't smoke anything.
I sniffed myself to the 'all at once but just for a little' they say to 'all at once but not over quick?
Or did I fuck up my brain for good? If so it's OK, it's so relaxing and OH!!?
I was fucked wo...
... to be continued
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